| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 |
| 4:48 am |
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| As a child... | You sang and danced around to Madonna songs in your underwear – all of which is now a home movie your parents use to blackmail you |
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| How did it mess you up? | You claim that you invented post-its |
| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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| Monday, September 19th, 2005 |
| 11:17 pm |
My Poppa :)
It's my Anniberdidairy and I love Paul and it's great :) just so you know ;) |
| Wednesday, May 18th, 2005 |
| 1:05 am |
I've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so I will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true. . . .
I miss everything. . . . Current Mood:  lonely |
| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
| 2:07 pm |
muppets. . .
Animal!!
You scored 77 Mood and 68 Energy! |
| No doubt about it: You are pure id, you pure animal. You are a ball of happy energy, and when you get going, nothing can stand in your way. Sometimes this energy can be intimidating to others, but it will take you far in life. |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 93% on Mood |
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You scored higher than 64% on Energy |
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| 1:45 am |
the mind is a tricky thing. . .
ever let your thoughts run ahead of your reality?
ever hate it?
ever let your mind wonder just to end up an hour lost and wondering how to catch it. . .even though you know you can't. . .
it's never fun when your mind goes to far and leaves you alone in the dark. . . .
it's never fun when you are the only one to blame. . . . Current Mood:  restless |
| Tuesday, February 8th, 2005 |
| 3:59 pm |
I'm wishing. . . .I'm wishing. . .
I am so very excited about my new job :) And for the sake of everything magical. . . I cannot disclose what it is. . . it is top secret. . . .;) BUT IT IS GREAT!!!!!! Things are going pretty awesome for me right now - I'm very content. . . just a little frightened about having to probably get up at the ass crack of dawn for a long time. . . . such is life. . . you win some and then you win some more ;) it's been a good week! Current Mood:  accomplished |
| Tuesday, November 30th, 2004 |
| 12:58 am |
I've been having these strange thoughts lately. . .I can't come to a conclusion on them quite yet but it affects the rest of my life. . .maybe that's why I can't put my finger on the answers. . .but at the same time. . .that is just fine because I'll only know when I know. . . Current Mood:  content |
| Saturday, August 21st, 2004 |
| 3:01 am |
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| 2:54 am |
it's taking shape
there is something that's been growing. . .it's been spawning. . .breeding. . . spreading. . .like a plague. . .yet now it has shape. . .and it's shape has taken me. . .and now I wait. . .
for what? . . . . . . . .for the chance that it might loosen its grip and I might be strong enough to slip away. . .
but what is strength when the battle has already been lost? Current Mood:  numb |
| 2:32 am |
gutted. . . .
so now that everyone is seriously gone. . . I am left here with my thoughts. . .left here. . .in this fantasy. . .where fantasy is reality and where reality is just a dream away. . .but my dreams are far away. . . far across the oceans and far away from my reality. . .and the reality is. . .I am here. . .just me. . .just my thoughts. . .just alone. . .once again. . .
even when things change. . .everything ends up just the same. . .
me and my thoughts are all that remain. . .all that stands still and all that I am ever left with. . .and left is what I am. . . Current Mood:  sad |
| Monday, August 16th, 2004 |
| 5:03 am |
sidenote
take me away Current Mood:  crushed |
| 5:00 am |
something isn't always better than nothing
Movement in my brain. . .
i'm tired of it always moving here. . . .
can't it just rest?
sometimes I wonder. . . .
wouldn't 'nothing' feel better than this something?
wouldn't 'nothing' make things better?
wouldn't lots of things . . . .nothing as well. . . . make things better?
This plague has captured my little world. . . there is a plague in my little world. . . .It has distroyed the livestock and is making its way through the children. . . .wouldn't nothing be better than something? couldn't nothing take the place of this something that is killing off my little world? couldn't you make it stop? couldn't it be different. . . couldn't you make it different?
in the end, I wanna know where the countryside is. . . . Current Mood: sad |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
| 12:55 am |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test Current Mood:  devious |
| 12:34 am |
Oh where is it?
I've been looking for so long I can't remember if I put it somewhere or if I never even had it. . . Current Mood:  tired |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
| 4:37 am |
Questions?
With all the questions that my brain is fucking tossing at me. . .I have just one for it in return. . . here goes. . .Will you please just shut the fuck up? Just shut the fuck up for two goddamn minutes? IS THAT FUCKING POSSIBLE?!? Current Mood:  listless |
| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 |
| 3:00 pm |
Everyday
Everyday, the only thing there is more of is nothing. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Monday, August 2nd, 2004 |
| 2:19 am |
stranded
I am standing in a cloud of fog. . . on top of a body of water. . . people come and go . . . and see me standing in the middle of this flood. . .but beneath me. . . it's empty. . . I see miles of water. . .miles of liquid. . .no end. . .no beginning. . .and yet there is nothing surrounding me. . .I look down and notice this movement. . .this flow of enegy of some sort. . .and I grasp my hands around my center. . .and I realize that this water. . .this movement. . .this energy. . . is coming from me. . .I'm amazed at this . . .but then at the same time. . .I take another glance around. . .and I'm the only one. . .in the middle of this sea that I have created. . . this mass of energy. . . of soul of something. . . I am so far away that I cannot teach those I beckon for how to built the raft they need to reach me. . . Current Mood: numb |
| Saturday, July 24th, 2004 |
| 7:16 pm |
Across the ocean and far away. . .
Maybe it is too far for a wish to reach. . .maybe it's only meant to remain here. . . with this experience. . .maybe if the will can survive. . .it'll float across the ocean and find you. . . Current Mood: sad |
| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 |
| 10:10 am |
how?
how is this possible? how the fuck is this possible? Current Mood: crushed |
| 3:40 am |
please let me. . .
"let me be somthing every minute of every hour of my life. Let me be gay; let me be sad. Let me be cold; let me be warm. Let me be hungry...have too much to eat. Let me be ragged or well dressed. Let me be sincere -- be deceitful. Let me be truthful; let me be a liar. let me be honorable and let me sin. Only let me be something every blessed minute. And when i sleep, let me dream all the time so that not one little piece of living is ever lost."
let me live more moments as I have lived in these past few. . .and let me live them. . .and I shall be happy. . .I cannot be sad for having lived these moments. . .but bless me with the hope that I shall live these moments once again. . . Current Mood: sad |
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